Just because you can't say something
doesn't mean you don't want to,
you can want to very much.
You can be with a person
and be happy wth them and not love them.
and you love somebody
and not want to be with them.
you don't need to love someone to want them.
Now that's frustrating,
when what your brain tells you
what you want and what you actually want
don't match up. It's exhausting.
And, well, its complicated.
But that's life.
AND LIFE ... SUCKS.
--- GREYS ANATOMY <3