I wonder what ur thinking at this very moment.
Are u outside doing sumthing important?
Or are you busy playing a stupid game.
Is it even a possibility that ur thinking of me?

May b ur out having fun.
May b ur with a different gurl.
No one can answer these questions
No one except you that is.

I could sit here for hours
Yet i still won't get the answers.
I can ponder and ponder..
But i still can't see inside you

So tonights the night
That i'll put you behind me.
Stop wondering what you are doing
Or what made u stop luving

I can only be me.
&& i'll admit when i was around you..i changed
Became the person who i thought i wanted to be
Turns out..That's the very side..of me i despise

But around you i became who you wanted
Looking back on this i can't even tell you why
If i knew you were going to screw me over in the end
..i wouldn't have wasted my time.

Still i have no regrets.
This breakup is for the best
Though its killing me inside
I realized that i don't need sumone there 4 me in order to survive.

no -i can do it on my own.
Watch me.. i can b strong
You want to see me cry..i won't
No i passed that step a few nights ago.

People told me it was wrong from the start
But yet i still believed your lies.
You were a good boyfriend, i'll admit that
But i guess my heart wasn't good enough

Our love was strange to begin with
It was just one phone call.. and we cliqued
I remember our ups and downs
But most of the days i remember you not being around.

So why do i still want to hang onto a love that's already shattered?
Maybe its the thought that you actually loved me
Or maybe i want to still prove everyone wrong..
But i guess now that's no longer an option..

Ive come to a point where i just want to let go..
No more fighting ..no more unspoken words
I'm just writing to let you know
This time..im truly letting you go..
..100% j.enn.i
wrote 4 my boyfriend...:( sad..IM me 4 more..
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