choking on a dream, and letting out a silent dcream. i dont wanna feel this way anymore. i still dont know what im living ofr. im overwhelmed with sorrow ad pain. i feel i have nothing to gain. but i still continue my life. all i need is sometime to cope, and maybe i will find some hope. i will not be the one to make you cry, all because id rather choose to die. just know that without you, i wouldnt have made it through. and that, i really do love you.