She wasn't born anorexic but
nowadays she suffers. Staring and these half-naked stars on
magazine covers. She feels pressured by the public. She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her
stomach. On the inside she's dying,
lying to herself. Thinking
5 more pounds wont jeopardize my
health. One day she might just collapse she cant avoid it.
So many sleepless nights spent
bent over a toilet. Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic.
Praying to God she never believed in to stop it. Hasn't eaten
in weeks, drinks water by the
heaps. Now she looks like
the skeleton she sees in her closet. She's so
close death she can taste it, body
looks wasted. Hates life, hates you,
hates the way she looks naked. Now she's
feeling drowsy, lousy. Thinking maybe
this worlds better without me.
She wasn't born anorexic but nowadays she suffers. Staring
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Aug 24, 2010 4:07pm
