This is for ALL the broken hearted. I know how
you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You
don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to
help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make
you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but
not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like
it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end,
and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels
impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they
have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them.
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just
do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones
you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel
a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you
know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a
few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul
and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you
just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it
again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you
feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because
it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken
heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel
and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you
are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you,
and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know
you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing,
and you're to the point where you
don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many
nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the
scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears,
you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to
bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull
yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to
clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold
back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you
know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t.
And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you
realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but
you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are
okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still
love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning
for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they
don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one
person could have caused all of
this...
Mine
7 faves · 1 comments · Aug 9, 2010 12:25am
brribrrianna · 1 decade ago
This made me cry.
Exactly what i'm going through.
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