/////////Dear Crush,

A long little letter that I couldn't send
Was written for you as I laid on my bed
The paper was dampened with all of my tears
So I wrote all the words in my head full of fears

It started off something like you'll never know
How long I've had words, but they just wouldn't go
My mouth wouldn't move, my tongue was so tied
So when I was asked about you I would lie

'Cuz no was just easier for me then the truth
The fact that the whole world would know I liked you
Was too much for me and my scared little heart
For fear that rejection would tear me apart

I turned my head whenever you made me smile
I chained up my heart that ran wild like a child
I cursed all the butterflies that were within
Whenever they'd flutter, dance around or spin

For fear that I'd blush when you hugged me so tight
Though I wanted to hold you my mind said to fight
So whenever you tried to hug me I'd turn
But my intentions were mistaken and so you learned

Or just told yourself that I didn't care
That though you liked me my feelings weren't there
So you moved on and you just let me be
You're not a mind reader, but I wish you could see

The long little letter that I couldn't send
That was written for you as I laid on my bed
The papers now dampened with all of my tears
The words in my head have been sitting for years