You think writing him a trillion page essay about you felt when
he said he loved you, and how it hurt you when he didnt,
could erase everything you've done.
You think by ignoring him and walking past could take away
any and all the pain, the happiness, youve ever felt
You think by trying not to look at him, and not talking to him could
make you stop falling inlove after all the things he put you through.
& Knowing that you could have stopped and changed everything
hurts.
Eventually that hurt.breaksdown any bit of hope and strength in you
And the way you thought finally makes sense nothing you do. can ever make you stop loving him.

done by me <3