30 days  30 letters
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest

Dear Zachary,
          Papa smurf you broke my heart..shaterd it to peaces..i was left alone. i know its not your fault. i think its for te best though. were both figuring out who we really are. i love you and i always will. i promised you forever and i will keep that promise. im slowly getting over you but its going to take awhile. 2 years of my life spent with you..2 years of my life spent thinking you were the one..2 years of my life knowning you were always going to be there for me. i hate how we left thing. i wish i could take thing back. i know you understand why this is so hard for me. i wish we had closer.. i wish i could just see you one more time. its not even the breaking up that hurts its you not being in my life anymore. i miss you just being my friend but i know right now that cant happen. i respect that. im always going to be here for you and you know that. im not going anywhere. all my friends know about you and how much i love you. i think some get jealous! =) i miss my number one juggalo..i miss late night talks..i miss the confort of being loved and safe... i miss being in your arms...and i miss the way you would look at me and tell me forever. we had are fights but every couple did. are fights would end and wed be happy again. i hope your doing good and i hope your happy. dont let any girl tell you your not handsome, fun,caring or loving because baby your all those thing and so much more. call me when you get home please!<3 i love you always and forever!

your cuddle bunny
ashley