i'm falling in love with you again.
i never stopped loving you.
sometimes i think about you, and i wonder what
you're doing. like are you happy? are you crying?
are you crying about me? 
i wonder if we'll ever talk again,
if we'll ever love again like we used to.
i hope we do. but inside, i don't think we will.
all the faith i had in you has gone.
i know you're not going to come back to me.
or apologize with your heart. i don't want you too.
i don't trust anyone anymore.
i wish i hadn't opened up so easily to you.
i wish you hadn't talked to me in the first place.
i wish you loved me as much as i loved you.
i wish i was yours again.
but i get it, i was always gonna be second best.
that hurts me. and thats okay. i don't mind, really.
so listen.
i hope at times you'll think of me.
and i hope they'll be good thoughts.
i hope you don't forget me completely.
and i hope that sometime in your life,
you'll realize what love really means.
even if your love belongs to somebody else.
as long as you're happy, right?
yours forever,
take care stranger.
ill miss you. </3