sometimes you
just feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you'll
find yourself smiling and missing something at the same time. at
times , you can absolutely love a person all the while wanting to
hate them. life comes without guarantees. except that smiling
will brighten your face , laughing will enhance your eyes , and
loving someone can change your life. nobody understands how much
i miss you , i miss how much we used to talk , and i miss all the
things we used to do. i try to admit to myself that i still feel
this way. nobody knows i still wake up and think of you each day.
i still think of you and really do miss you. i would give up
everything i had to be everything were not. when you love someone
, when you truely love someone , that person becomes a part of
you , they become your life , your everything. they change you
and they inspire you in so many ways that are indescribable. how
do you let go of someone who has made such a big impact on your
life ? how do you let go the only thing that kept you going ,
kept you strong ? loving someone with all you have is letting go
of fear , it is growing up. because when you love someone whole -
heartedly , you let go of yourself - to live is to love - so how
do you let go of someone your truely care about ? the truth is...
i don't think you can. i think that no matter what happens ,
wheather your together or not , they are always in your heart . .
.
always.
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