i don't wanna
look at my hands,
because that's where your fingers fit perfectly.
and i don't wanna count the stars at night because that's what we
did together.
i don't wanna move my hair out of my face in a certain way,
because that's the way you pushed it.
i don't want my lips touching my braces because it feels like
when we kissed.
i don't wanna put my hands on my waist or thighs because it
reminds me of your touch.
i don't wanna look at a puzzle, 'cause it would be like looking
in a mirror.
but most of all
i don't wanna believe anyone ever again
when they tell me
'i'll love you always and
forever.'
all mine :\
so broken right now.