ITS
SORT OF LIKE NEW MOON
now
don't get me wrong; i'm not a twilight fan. the only person who
i could ever
see myself being happy with, left me. he cheated on me, and
then used me.
but i still love him. and i remember
all the memories. running
down the road as soon as
i saw him after he returned from the
army. walking up to him and kissing
him.
waiting for him at teh bus stop.
smiling when i would see
him stood outside my school.
fighting with him, and then making up. walking hand in hand.
having his arms around
me.
but every night, i wake up in tears. the
nightmares are unconditional. seeing him walk
away. again and
again. it's just to much!
Bella
decide's she doesn't like music any more. Well
I can't look up at the stary sky
without bursting into tears. Bella has Jake to take away
some of the pain. I have
Theon.
''BUT
NOT EVEN HE CAN KEEP THE NIGHTMARES AWAY''
