Even though what we had is now gone,
I still catch you staring at me during
class.
So I can't help but wonder:
Is he
missing what we had?
Is he doubting his
choice?
Is he finally
realizing the decision he made was wrong?
Is he thinking of a memory of me
and him?
Does he miss seeing me smile at
him?
Does he miss me talking to
him?
Does he want me back?
But then I snap back to reality and I realize
No. Even if he did, I shouldn't
want him back anyways.
What he did to me and put me
through was horrible, and
I deserve someone a lot
better.
But yet, I can't help wonder. . . .