"I'm Sorry"


I'm sorry. I truley am sorry. I regret the day I wrote you that letter. And i'm sorry that I gave you that letter. I thought it was a good idea to really tell you how I felt. I was thinking I was being realistic, when really I was being surreal. I knew you wouldn't return the same affection that I hoped for. I was overwhelmed of my eagerness of what to expect. Slowly a tear runs down my cheek--- I don't regret my fondness for you. But I wish I had known that you would just push me aside. I wouldn't of had so much high expectations. I wanted to run up to you and just slap you and scream at you for all the pain I went through, until you would feel all the bottled up agony--- I don't deserve all the unsaid thoughts I have for you. I wake up. I wake up and reason for logic within my tangled heart. I stare up to the ceiling, wondering what I should do. I begin to panic, confusion runs through my head. I've had enough. Somewhere along the tears and anger, I stopped caring. You aren't worth it anymore. I know that I need to move on and live my life without a train of reflection about someone I know, I can't have---


♥