Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get
inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you
build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid
person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of
you... They didnt ask for it. They did something dumb one day...
like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isnt your own
anymore. Love takes hostage. It gets inside you. It eats you out
and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart. It hurta. Not just in the
imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain.
Moral of the
story..?
Love
hurts.
