&&
then you look me in the eye
i see that face again
filled with regrets, doubts, and memories
yet i stand here frozen by
this poisonous pain
suddenly all those days come back
the memories flash in front of my eyes
&& slowly my heart breaks again
yet i still get this feeling
to just run up to you
to kiss you and to hold you
as if it will happen one day
but i know i could never do that
cause if that was the truth
and that was the world
i wouldn't be sitting here in paralyzed with pain
&& instead we'd be walking down this hall together
hand in hand
and you'd be holding onto me
while my head laid gently on your chest
then i'd here you whisper your sweetest lie
of loving me forever
and i'll be the only one
but, if that was the truth
i would be in your arms
we would be walking down these halls
hand in hand
&& i wouldn't be sitting on this
damn cold floor
remembering till i cry
watching you walk away
and just letting the pain
take everything else away
a poem.
its mine so dont steal
DONT MAKE IT PRETTY
venting about it all
still
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