I
wouldn't say I'm tired...
It's just gotten to the point where getting up,
putting on
a smile, and living this day has become so complicated,
that sleep itself is my escape. not even music can distract
me anymore. just walking to the car, waving at a neighbor
who passes by, it kills me. To them, all is well in paradise.
To them, my life is not a disaster. So when all is said and
done
I just
want
to sleep.
