i've been in love like truee truee love with my neighbor for 9 years. i loved him since i was 3. hes one year older then me and he has a gf thats my age, and my whole life when i thought he was gonnna date a girl whose a year younger then him i thought it was gonna be me. But its not. So anyway, this girl is like a girl who is what most girls call "perfect" she has straight A's, is on the cheer team(soon to be captain), has BLONDE hair, makes everything she trys out for, andd um the best boyfriend</3 So two dayss ago she was over his house and they were walking by my house with 4 other people and he started throwing like rocks down the street and my mom told him like yelled outside "Dont hit my house because i know i wont and ur mother wont appreciate it and its not cool so i suggest you walk more down the street" and he say kaay. OMG i was so piisseeedd at my mom but i didnt tell my mom because well she doesnt know i still am madly in love with him because when we were 3 we had a fake wedding and kept telling  our parents we were gonna marry each other someday. yeah like thats gonna happen. and oh yeah i forgot hes not nicee anymoree well he doesnt talk to me but dear god i wish he loved me</3 and i have pictures of him and me when we were 1,2,3,4,5,&6 but everytime i look at those i get tearyeyed wishing it was like that again.<3

sory venting comment if you want well please do.