There something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I convinced that it too much pressure to take
Ie felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
