It's when I'm sitting alone with my phone in my hand waiting for your call. It’s when I’m really sad about something that I realize you're the only one who really makes me happy. It’s when I crave you at night and realize you control my dreams, It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at this very moment. It's when I think about you more than myself and I realize no one else in the world is meant for me. It’s when now you’re a problem for me I can’t go a day without thinking about when I’ll see you, It’s when you got me so hooked on everything you say, it’s now I’m afraid that I wish I could tell you how much I want to believe you but all I read are lies. I don’t know how to explain this pain I’m holding back and not being able to let you into my heart. I can’t change the way I feel but you can change the way you feel. It’s when I get scared I read through our messages over and over because if this turns out to be all just a lie all I’ll have is what once made me smile.