You're a drug to me. Letting go of you hasn't gotten any easier. My body just doesn't want to erase you. My mind and my heart just can't let you go. It's because I loved you. I love you still. And no matter how hard I try, a part of me will always wonder what could have been. A part of me will still want to know what we can be. A part of me will always wait for you. Every time I think I'm moving forward, I relapse. You're poison to me. Bittersweet poison.