tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
Do you wanna talk now?
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xXChaos_QueenXx · 8 years ago
Yes.
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tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
I'm listening
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xXChaos_QueenXx · 8 years ago
Family. My dad's been all mean lately because he wants me to be this "perfect girl" but it's not me. He has this whole life built for me and I'm not that smart so I don't know why he's wasting his time. He's been extremely distant when we were very close. Calls me names, and calls me a loser and such. My mom follows his footsteps. Another major issue: I'm bisexual. My parents are 1000000000% homophobic and it's forbidden in our religion but you can't really change who you are. This gives me depression and anxiety. Often times, I wanna run away. I think about dark things even though I have wonderful friends that I've known. I trust them but sometimes it's hard to say things without crying, yet here I am telling you. I cannot tell my parents this because they simply do not understand the terms "bisexual" "trans" "depression" "anxiety" etc.
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tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
Your parents, are always gonna try and control your life because they think what they want is the best for you. Sometimes you just have to fake a smile and "agree" to it. So what if they're homophobic. It's your life and you should live it your way. Religion. Christianity says that gay people should be stoned to death, yet today in society many people are gay and they are accepted. People are afraid of what they don't understand, and they don't know whats running through your mind. I've never had depression or anxiety, but I've had panic attacks, and I've felt depressed to points where I would of preferred not living at all. My mind wonders through the darkest places. But those wonderful friends that you have, the girl that you told me you loved. They're you reason to live. To hold on. They're what brings your mind back from those dark places. Trusting people without a face is sometimes easier than trusting your best friend that you've known your whole life. Don't live for your parents. Live for yourself, for your wonderful friends. Surviving through homophobic parents and depression and anxiety, you can be a figure of inspiration for those who are struggling to fight the battles your currently facing
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xXChaos_QueenXx · 8 years ago
Thank you so much Jordan. You have no idea how that makes me feel. So, thank you so much. As for the "fake" smile I'll take your word on it. I just don't know why they're acting like that. As for the girl, I choose be alone but we're good friends and she is happy with another so I'm happy for her. As for your panic attacks, you can come to me if you ever need someone to talk to. My name's Lindsey, I just knew your name bc of your profile. I'm sorry for wasting your time or putting you on the sport or anything like that. I'm relieved I got that out. But once again, thank you so much, I'll hold onto that.
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tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
How are you feeling now?
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xXChaos_QueenXx · 8 years ago
I share my snapchat with my cousin, it's sam12313 tell her you know Lindsey :p And I'm feeling good, what about you?
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tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
Ok cool. I'm ok thanks
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xXChaos_QueenXx · 8 years ago
Okay, that's good :p
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tweedle dee* · 8 years ago
Thanks. I'm really glad that i could help. You didn't waste my time. If u wanna talk in private I've got facebook and snapchat. Just ask for both
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