“Maybe I'm a little sad. Sometimes it's too hard to smile. Sometimes there's nothing to smile about. What do you do when everyone is moving and you just can't? I'm stuck. I don't know what to do. I never know what to do. And you know what? I don't think I'll ever know what to do. Sometimes it's just easier to hide under my covers and ignore everyone. You know, sometimes I even ignore myself. Did you know that was possible? Because it is. It's one of my talents. Ignoring myself. Maybe I am a little more than just 'sad.' ”