The second time you fall in love, i feel like it isn't real. Because somewhere down the line you lost something, that sense of innocence and magic. Now second time around you know better. You know something as beautiful as love can die and therefore the second time you fall, you somewhat hold yourself back from truly falling, like you did at first. But at the same time your new love has grown, it is more mature and level headed, maybe at the time when you first were in love. You were just a kid and it was all you knew. The second love is far more deep in some sense because you know your voice and your dreams, but here we are again, at the cross road between the passion of your first love compared to the security of the second. You hold back always, you'll never fall in love truly again like you did your first. Yet, you'll never know whether it was love or just you being a young kid.