You have no idea how hard it is to get over you. And you do it every day. You make me feel good about myself. Then I start to hate myself for falling for someone I can't have. All I wanted and didn't want was you. You got inside my head and messed me up. I'm just so glad that you will never see this because I can never imagine saying it to your face. But you mean a lot to me. I felt lonely and bad and you just came around in your shiny armor and white horse and swept me off my heart. I could never thank you enough for making me happy. That's all you did. You just wanted me to be happy, and I am. You may not think it, but how you reacted to the biggest part of my feelings towards you, made me so glad and not feel bad for putting myself out there. So thank you, to the person who is never going to read this.