I have this big crush on a guy (his name is Ryan and
he's been at my school for a couple months now) but my
biggest issues are 1] that I don't think he'll be okay
with a relationship becasuse his last girlfriend broke up with
him on my birthday (December 7) and 2] even if he was okay with
it, I still couldn't do anything because I'm too
chicken.. oh the things I deal with -.-