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Am I empty inside, or do I
have a whole world crawling beneath the surface?
Is it a wonderland of everything we did together,
everything we were,
Or is it a wasteland of dark streets, flooded by the
tears I shed, all its inhabitants chased out
By the blades that pierced the sky and the blood that ran
cold?
Is the end of the tunnel just a trick, a false
reality?
Can I ever be me again, can I ever look at the
pictures in my phone
That highlight the curve of your lip, the blue seas in your eyes,
the wisps of hair I so desperately want to brush from your
eyes;
Can I ever look at those and be okay?
Can I ever love anyone the way I loved
you?
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cottoncand3 · 9 years ago
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This is exactly what I'm feeling right now. It sucks.