And
then
I found
out
how hard
it is
to really
change,
Even
h*ell
can get
comfy
once
you've
settled
in.
I
just
wanted
the numb
inside
me to
leave.
No matter
how fcked
you get
The
sun will
return
and you
come
back
down
The
funny
thing
is all
I ever
wanted
I already
had
There's
glimpses
of heaven
in every
day In
the
friends
that
I have
the
music
I made
The
love
that
I feel
I just
had to
start
again
