You're never
there. You never were. You left before I got here. I'm
fading. Drifting. As I cry tonight; Where will you be?
Nowhere to be seen. Like always. But that's fine, because I
never needed you. I never needed anyone to save me from my own
future. I'll go. I'll reach the end and noone will even
care. But that's the funny thing about futures; They're
inevitable. You can change them but in the end, you'll always
reach the same fate. What I'm doing will hopefully speed up
the process. Are you sitting with me, holding me and lying to me,
saying I'm beautiful and worth it and all that she is? No.
You're still nowhere to be seen. Some things just never
change.
