I'm sick of acting like I'm okay and like I'm the happiest person alive. I feel like I can't say anything because there's people out there who have it was then me. Yes, I realize that and I sympathise. But I really can't help the way I feel!! All I want is someone to hug me and tell me everything's going to be okay, is that too much to ask for? I'm keeping so much bottled inside that I will literally randomly start crying. No one listens to me anyone so there's really no point telling someone. I dealt with it by myself for six months, then I turned my life around, I was happy for a couple of months, I really thought I was getting better but now I'm unhappy again, but the thing is I'm sad and happy at the same time...
Dealing with it for six months was one of the hardest things I've ever done, I was scared and I didn't know what was wrong with me. But it has also proven how much stronger I've become.