I'm not your average girl,
I'm not the one you want.
I'm lost in myself,
I'm lost in the crowd.
Silence is all the noise
Hidden in my shell.
Forever and now
It's not easy to see
I'm not your average girl.
I'm too different.
I'm just me.
I try to be happy,
Glue on a smile,
But my face is rubber.
Give an inch. Take it a mile.
No need to be sorry,
Don't even let it slip.
It pains me more if you know
I'm not your average girl,
And you can see through my lies.
I'll just pull myself away;
Wrap myself up;
Leave those not meant to be left.
And curl into my shell of silence.
Punished by me,
Because.
I'm not your average girl.
I'm not the one you
want.