Okay so apparently I'm a really good student because I keep getting mail saying I can take a trip to New York or anywhere pretty much and go to these colleges and learn about things I love and all of this amazing stuff! I get so excited because I would do any of that in a heartbeat! I get my hopes up because I actually think I'll go. Then reality sets in... I have to look at the price. Either $3000 or $4000 and maybe even $5000 to be able to do any of that. Then I get mad. No I get furious. I get my hopes up for absolutly nothing. Sure its nice to be given the opportunity but the fact that there is a 0% chance I can take it really makes so angry. Im so done...