So Ik I haven't been on here in a while but I
might as well say something no one knows about me... About a year
ago I ask this girl out and she made me so happy and before I knew
it I fell in love with her every time I even heard her name my
heart started to speed up I thought she might have been the one.
Turns out I was wrong she broke up with me and I had no clue why I
did everything right and then some. Turns out she left me for this
guy that she's going out with now. After the break I was
depressed like seriously I honestly thought about killing myself
not even basketball my other love could help me. So I tired
moving on and dating another girl after our break and my depression
I couldn't find love I don't remember what the feeling was.
She didn't only break my heart she took my feeling of
love away from me now i don't know what it feels like to love
someone and I'm honestly afraid I never will know what it feels
like to love again. No one knows about this and I don't ever
plan on telling anyone I'm in a relationship right now but I
don't know what love is I say I do and I want too but I
can't cuz idk the feeling
:/
So Ik I haven't been on here in a while but I might as well
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Mar 9, 2014 12:41am
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✖︎whatever✖︎* · 1 decade ago
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heh shorty i dont know if i was supposed to see this but oopps.
anyways
the thing about love is, you gotta dive in head first. i have a feeling i know which girl you are talking about, and i can tell you that she wasn't worth it okay? and dwelling on her is just going to drag you down. you're a great kid shorty, and just because you're scared doesn't mean that you should hold back. because love is all about being scared. its all about being scared about what will happen next but still loving anyway because you care so much that you will conquer your fear. this shouldn't hold you back, because you're capable of loving, everyone is. i know some people call you a player and sh. i .t. but i dont want you to believe them, because i know how it feels to try it out with someone and it just doesn't work, and you shouldn't stay with anyone that doesn't make you happy or make you forget about the fear of falling in love.
because yeah, love is scary, love hurts, and it may not even work out in the end, but if it does, it would be worth the jump.
idk if this helps, but yeah <3