I was
so sure I was going to leave you.
I was going to just end it, leave you behind.
But I saw you sitting there and my emotions, my love for you came
back.
It took everything I had not to hug you and cry and say I'm
sorry.
I could never leave you.
How could I?
My heart would beat so fast every second you looked at me,
You'd touch my hand and I wanted to just hold it forever.
You'd smile at me and it took all I had not to grab your face
and kiss you from across the table.
I love you. I'm never going
anywhere.