Hi, I'm Ginger.
I'm 16, and this is my story.
When I was in middle school, I was bullied.
And believe me, it hurt.
They had their justifications for bullying me. They thought I was
ugly. They thought I was too tall.
Whatever their reasons that day were, as time passed, I
began to believe it myself.
So one night, when I was 13, I took a razor and cut my left
wrist.
If you haven't cut, the sound of your skin breaking sounds like
peeling of sunburn after a few weeks.
It's gross, but it provided relief.
I continued this for weeks. I covered the scars up with
makeup and long sleeves.
But then the school year ended. I graduated eighth grade. I had a
pool party a week later.
I forgot about the scars and jumped into the pool. The makeup came
off and my mom saw them.
After the pool party, my mom asked me why I cut. I told her. She
made me go to a therapist.
I resented it, but as I look back, it really did help me.
It helped me regain my self confidence.
I haven't cut in 13 months. I no longer believe that I'm
ugly or too tall.
I'm perfect the way I am. I now only have to visit the
therapist once every three months.
I survived. I'm here to help you survive too.
bmxjuice · 1 decade ago
God bless your god damned soul,
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