I seriously don't know
what to do. I'm helplessly lost right now. My bestfriend, who
is my everything, the one I count on to be there for me, to make me
happy and take my mind off things. Is leaving me. Moving 7 hours
away. It kills me inside knowing that. But I thought It wont be
terribly bad because i'll have my boyfriend. Well now he's
leaving for half the summer for work. The summer we get together
before he leaves for the Army, He's gonna be gone for most of
it. Leaving me here by myself, with my mind that drives me mentally
insane. I can't be alone for too long or bad things happen. And
now im gonna be alone for months at a time. With nobody? I
don't know what to do. I'm lost and confused. Who's
gonna keep me safe from myself? Who's gonna laugh, and share
memries with me now? A part of me wants to end it now. You and me.
Just end it and move on so I'm ready for this. Maybe i'll
find someone to help me through the summer then. I just don't
know anymore.
I seriously don't know what to do. I'm helplessly lost
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Jan 12, 2014 11:16pm
