IMAGINE 
Imagine if you were the only one in a room but on the other side of the door you could hear people talking its your mom she's talking to a man with bulky shoulders and a suit. You lean closer to the door to hear them. The man is talking about a place where people like you can "get better". What does he mean you think. Your mom says if its best I've already found the drugs they were hidden under the bed. Crud you think she found them and this guy is from a rehab center. There is no way you are going there. You think fast and thinking fast leads you to the gun in your moms drawer . You go grab it and before your mom has time to scream you shoot the bulky man in his head. Then you freak and realize that your mom is going to tell the cops. You then shoot her three times once in the head and twice in the chest . Then you run you drop the gun and you run. That was your mistake you think as you put on the orange jumpsuit. Not shooting either one of them but dropping the gun. You can't stay here you think a year later. Its to much. But what was to much was shooting your mother and the man! What was too much was doing drugs in the first place. You realize right then and there that your never gonna get married never gonna have kids. You had a signifigant other but what do they think of you now ? They think you're a no good monster. And that's what you're called on the news. Monster. So before you go blaming dropping the gun think about the fact that you did drugs in the first place. So enjoy your life Monster.