Tears slide down my cheeks
As I reach for the blade
No one can save me now
They've all come too late
I don't want you here
I don't want you to see
I'm turning into a monster
I am never going back to who I used to be
I cry at night
I smile during the day
Though that laughter you hear from me
It's all fake
Some days are great
I get along just fine
But most days
I just want to shoot myself and die.
