How can i Stay by you as a Friend, When i want you as a Future? How can i Look at you, Without Seeing what i drept of for over a year? How can i See the future i wanted, And not cry because i can't have it? You Expect me to stand by you as a friend, When You promised to stand by me as my soulmate.. You say i lied to you, That i betrayed you.. But perhaps you should look at the sitation from my point of view.. I waited and i longed and i gave up so much to make you happy, And in the end you decide im not good enough to be with you forever, To have a family and to share the world with, But instead, Im supposed to sit on the sideline and watch you be happy wiht someone else, And listen to you talk about them, And watch the two of you grow up, having the life i will always have.. I am sorry, But i can not do that to myself.. It is not fair to try to guilt me into that..