Broken
Chapter 2
I guess the next few days were a bit of a roller coaster. At
least Kimberly stayed away from me, but I still had a feeling
building up inside me, and it was like I couldn’t get it
out. Surprisingly, one girl from Kimberleys gang, Gemma, said
“Look, that’s just Kimberly, we’re forced to
do it! Im so sorry, really.”
I didn’t really know what to do at that point. Was it
true, or fake? Was this all a sham from Kimberly and her
friends, just for fun? Or this whole time, am I still worthless
and unwanted. You know what? I give up. This is the day, mark
the date because my family will cry.
His Point of View
I look at her everyday, thinking how worthless I am and how she
wouldn’t want someone like me at all. I’m just that
guy who is on his own, and nobody cares about. Well, hopefully
she does.
I heard the whole thing about the suicide note and Kimberly,
and Gemma, but I didn’t think it would go this far. She
showed me her cuts, 32 of them. I counted when she wasn’t
looking. Those beautiful eyes, I could stare at them all day
and her lovely hair, I wish I could hold it, hold her, but
you can’t always get what you want.
Wondering if I should miss out on school tomorrow, but I would
spend my day looking at her; What’s not to like?
It’s not that I would abuse her or follow her, only until
she’s ready, for anything. I love her to bits, but she
dosen’t even know who I am.
Her point of view, again
I stared at James. He was what you’d call, a proper
gentlemen. He was my tutor, but he stared at my lips when I
talked. He sighed at my scars as I wrote. He walked close to
me, just to brush off me, and I loved every minute of it, of
the attention.
I wish I was his, I wish I wish I wish. I wish that he could
hold me, that he would love me, but I don’t think he
does. I wonder, is he going to be another one of those guys? I
think, before I write that note, I’ll tell him.
I’ll tell him everything; About how I love him, how I
need him and my life would be complete with him. I’ll
tell him about the note, and if he loves me back, I’ll
stay alive and calm. If he replies spitefully and doesn’t
love me, Well….
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