Its so unfair

How i'm the one broken
When he's the one smiling
There's so many things missing
and it's him,I just want to scream 

Hugging myself,Trying to calm myself
I shouldn't be crying,I wanted to be stronger
But now I'm so weak,Isn't that what he wanted
Cause he changed my life,Now he destroyed it

I gave up on everything,I gave up on love.
But mostly,I gave up on him,
Knowing he won't love me like he used too
Ignoring the messages,I just want to hide

Cause I'm weak