Me & my boyfriend
broke up after 4 months and honestly, I don't care that much
about the fact we aren't together any more. Sure, I still
like him but we weren't working as a couple anymore. What I
miss is that we were best friends before we started going out and
the conversations we had were brilliant and amazing and never
failed to make my day. I don't miss the boyfriend/girlfriend
stuff because that was secondary, I miss the initial friendship
because it's gone now, in a place too awkward and hidden and
quite frankly painful to think about, and there's no way we
can get it back.
That's what hurts.
