I spend 6 hours in a forest, feeling lighter than air.
Go ahead, yell at me. Like i fuc*ing care.
This world's a piece of sh*t. Society's down the drain.
Sometimes i want to pick up a gun. And just blow out my brains.
There's nothing left here for me to find .
Nothing left but pain.
The only thing that keeps me going.
Is the promise that i made.
The promise you made me make
The day you left for good.
If only i had seen the signs.
I would have saved you if i could.
You left because you were poisoned.
By a venom made by man.
This toxin's called society.
To murder is its plan.
I know it lives inside of me.
I would avenge you it if i could.
The words you left me
haunt me still
I carve them out in wood.
The words you left were sweet
I recite them everyday
They were scribbled out in crayon,
and this is what they say:
"I only want the pain i feel. for it all to go away. its hurts so much inside of me I know i cannot stay. I will live on inside of you. To make sure you're okay. "
RIP Carlos
I miss you everyday.
My dear brother was taken from me
that snowy Christmas day