well im about to sleep but i wanted to share something real quick. earlier today
i was in chat, and i stumbled across a girl. she had a witty for only a few days
and she asked if she could follow me. naturaly, i said yes. she told me
she was sorry i was a cutter. i told her i was sorry too. she said
i was way too pretty to cut. i told her that had nothing to
do with it. she then proceeded to say i was doing life
wrong, ya now, by cutting. she said i was messing up
everything.she said i have a pretty face, with an
ugly body because of my scars. she told me
that no guy will be capable to love me
because i have ruined my body.

i can deal with that. what gets me is what i was told next.

she then tells me that everyone around me is disappionted in me because im a cutter
and because im depressed. she said people cant love someone whose sad.
she said it wouldbe better to take my life now and be done with it
than to continue to hurt the loved ones around me by cutting.

sweetie, im so close you have no idea.