I love my sister so much. She is one of my favorite people. She is amazing and beautiful and I love her. But she makes me fel so worthless. The things she says to me. I know she has problems and I wonder what she would think if she knew mine. 
And Sid. My sisters AMAZING boyfriend who is my best friend and like my brother. He is my favorite person. I thought I could tell him anything. But he doesn't care. He's the only person I thought did. I love and care about him so much. He thinks I'm just some annoying little kid.
How would they feel if they saw what was under my clothes. What was on my skin. Would I be a little kid then? Would I still be some annoying girl that overreacts and doesn't have problems?