doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Because people care. You leave before your time comes, and everyone will think it's their fault. You can't do anything because I know I'll be a mess. I may not know you, but no one should be pushed this far. I swear I'm here for you and care for you. Please don't go. Stay and talk to me <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
But in all honestly why should I keep suffering and be in pain just so others won't be sad for a short amount of time over my death if they even get sad witch I doubt
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Don't think that way. Things do get better but only with your help. You have to figt for the light. Don't accept the darkness and pain. Also people will be sad. Many will e messes for months maybe years over you. I know I would and I don't even know you. You make a difference and people care. Don't accept the pain. Figt for the light and salvation. Only you can save yourself <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
All I know is darkness and pain and are you like going all religion on me with light and salvation because I don't believe in any of that no offense
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Nope. I dot either. Salvation is saving. The light is the good. I'm not religions xD but you have to work to make it all better. It won't get better I'd you accept it as it is
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
But I know it won't get better not until a long long time I can't fight that long
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Yes you can. Whats causing this terrible depression and making you suicidal??
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
Everything there's too many reasons why I'm in this position right now
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Ok. Can I tell you a story??
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
Shoot
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Ok. Well there was this boy named Mason. He was my friend and we uses to talk. He was one of the nicest people I ever knew. You remind me of him because he was nice like you but hated himself. He was suicidal ad I'd try to help him. So would his friend and boyfriend. I felt for this guy. One day I came home from school and was told he had committed suicide. Overdosed. So many people were crying their eyes out. He might not have spoken to many people but he affected the lives of many. I still miss him to this day. He died in early January and broke my heart. If you died te same would happen. Id miss you just because I spoke to you and knew you were alive in the first place. Many people would miss you. People would cry and make quotes about you. Everyone would remember you. But they'd be sad at your memory. Make them happy and live... Please stay strong
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
That's not true at all for me I know I wouldn't be missed much
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
He thought the same. You know whT? He was wrong. Everyone bullied him before. Now they still miss him and blame themselves. That's what would happen if you died. Dot think no one cares. I'm Talkig to my other friend about how to save you and he cares and doesn't even know your name... People do care <3
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
No I know they wouldn't care you and your friend may not know me but I bet you'd be like everyone else if you really new me no one cares in the end were all alone
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
I'd still care. I don't care what you are, what you've done, where you've been, what you're doing, what you like, how you say things.... I don't care at all. I will still care about you and miss you. I don't judge. Many people don't. You just gotta find them. I don't mind your story. I dot mind your heart. I don't mind if you wanna kill every human out there. I still are about YOU and will miss YOU if you're gone
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry but I honestly don't believe it and I will never believe it, it's literally only time till I do it weather it's tonight or Tomorrow or in a month it will happen eventually and I know that for a fact
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Well please tell me before so I can try and save you for one more night?? I want you to live. You have so much kore potential than you could ever dream of. Believe me on that. Everyone is the same here. And I'm not a judger. I don't care what or who you are. I'll stay by you. I've got nothing to lose and I lie everybody as they are. So you should believe me. I can't make you but I wish you'd realize that you're amazing and worth life
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Xxhotxxgothxxchickxx · 1 decade ago
I'm sorry but I can't believe you I've been lied to and hurt too many times I can't trust you I want to but I can't and ill tell you what ill try not to tonight but I cannot promise anything but with me being as dumb as I am I'll just fail again so don't worry
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
:( it's ok. I get the keeping your guard up. I do it too. I'm glad you'll stay for tonight... I really wanna save you here but I need your help as well <3 you're not dumb at all anyways. If you were you wouldn't formulate sentences that well. You're smart and a survivor. I can tell... Jist stay strong and survive
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