& Throughout the past three years, it seems I've finally gotten
emotions. I've learned how to cry. I've learned how to be scared.
I've learned how to feel guilty. Oh gosh. The guilt is the worst.
Guilty about being a b*tch to good people. Guilty about being
selfish. Guilty about being a bad friend, child, person. Guilty for
growing up too fast. The guilt is ultimately what's going to pull
the trigger.
