I fear that I'm too dependent on other people.
Like, if somebody close to me died right now,
I wouldn't know how to live with myself.
I would probably blame myself.
Even if there was no reason to.
It's the comfort of knowing that I have somebody...
Somebody I can lean on when I need a shoulder.
Somebody who can help me with my problems and fears.
That's honestly what keeps me going.
If I didn't have that... I wouldn't live to see today.

This scares the sh/t out of me.