I'm so tired, tired of all the crying, hating my own body, fear
of food, emptiness, the urges, the voices in my head screaming to
me, the nightmares and just hiding it from everyone and pretend
everything is fine. I know I have people to talk to, but I
can't find the words I want to say. And I'm scared, I
don't want to tell my best friends that I've never been
this bad, that I'm waiting for death as an old friend. How do
you tell someone that? I can't do it to them... I feel like
this tiredness is preparing me for something that's coming
soon, and I hope it does.
I'm so tired, tired of all the crying, hating my own body,
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Apr 2, 2013 4:47pm
