I wish I had a better personality. People tell me that it's fine when others say I should change it. And what drives me crazy is that some of my 'friends' say I should change it. They call me rude, bipolar, stupid, and other things. It bothers me and maybe thats the reason why I don't like being with the people I know. Most of them are ignorant and horrible. Whats even worse is that my parents are saying I need to change my personality too. All week they've been pushing me to do certain things and they don't even know the half of it. They don't have the anxiety and insecurity that I have. They don't see what I see, or hear what I hear. I'm getting to the point when I dont give a fk what anyone thinks but then it changes when thats all that matters- what they say. Nobody knows what goes through my head. And nobody can make me change.